Category Archives: Fears

What is really beneath my desire to succeed?

“Success comes in waves. The movie industry is very competitive, and if you’re like me and you suffer from your own insecurities about whether or not you’re any good, that can be troubling. I became very angry at one point … Continue reading

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My Story

I revisited my ‘About B’ page yesterday to give it a little refresh, and I decided that my story deserved a post of its own. If anyone feels the way I am about to describe, then please know that things … Continue reading

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Afraid to stand up…but glad I did

I wrote this yesterday:  Isn’t it strange how you can suddenly uncover yet another way in which your past affects your present? I’ve just realised that a particular person still has more power over me than I thought. I say … Continue reading

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Ramblings about confidence, goals and dreams – and what really matters

I’m so bored and under stimulated right now. I keep going on the internet every few minutes and that’s just on my work computer; on my mobile I can’t get through an entire minute without seeing if anything has happened … Continue reading

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Lets catch up – six months on

It has been 6 months since my last post. I felt really quite bad, as you can see here. At that time I was determined that a course in counselling would be more beneficial this time around than taking anti-depressants again. It’s time … Continue reading

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Depression: My first relapse

I am currently experiencing my symptoms of depression, in what is my first big relapse: I am sleeping really badly I lie in bed at night feeling upset I am increasingly struggling to get out of bed I am getting … Continue reading

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Just B Silly!

“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” — Marilyn Monroe I stumbled upon this fantastic quote and wanted to share it. Love that Marilyn! I absolutely stand by this, because I … Continue reading

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